Listen to For which I am suspect by Fair Stand The Fields of France on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/brian_anthony_hardie/for-which-i-am-suspect
Well reverbnation totally sucks I guess so this is where I am posting tracks now. I dont care where it’s cool to post. If it’s good, it takes care of itself.
I’m making average 5-6 demos(demonstrations of ideas recorded a day. It sucks and feels like cheating and not pure making music on a phone when you know how to do so the reel(badap bing!) Way. And yes. I’m a snot. That’s fine.
I have no idea how to creatively behave fine without the numbing of my own mind through the let down and on leading belief that always pays my gut to tell me “I dont want to say I told you so” but will go on to at the end of the broken heart trail uphill to its severed artery to be less sharp with less of a heart from the pieces I dropped sobbing blinded by the blood tears that she will save and escalate when she celebrates the feat with a returning rebound fixed when the need to come erases with the indefinite amputated soul scape existence where my escapes will mould when I seize to try following the lie disolving under my tongue, prescribed where I was beaten by in the alleys of my demonic harmonic compositional allusive fixed memory that I should have never had shared I see now as I listen to the shower run between the locked divide dancing with the frequency of this destined heart of a broken hearted middle aged man
33 Amazing Ideas That Will Make Your House Awesome
We’ve all got some ideas of how our dream home and its interior design might look. Some of us just got to have a pool, while others want smart modern design, sustainability, or integration with natural elements. No matter what it is that makes your dwelling a neat house, here are a few examples of homes where people have been able to realize some of their greatest home design fantasies.
These original home ideas run from pools and aquariums to cleverly-hidden storage spaces, multi-purpose furniture and… cat transit walkways. Maybe you’ll recognize something that you’ve always wanted to see, or perhaps the pictures will get your juices flowing and inspire you to come up with or even build something new. The Interior Design Ideas are endless as long as it can be executed in real life.
Warning – viewing some of these home design ideas may make you feel dissatisfied with your current home! Or on a better note, might cause you to change and improve your current living space with one of these house ideas.
1. Aquarium Bed
Image credits: acrylicaquariums.com
9. Fusion Dining And Pool Table
10. Hammock Bed
Image credits: Le Beanock
11. Understairs Storage
Image credits: Deriba Furniture
12. Backyard Cinema
Image credits: fancymaterial.com
13. Ping Pong Door
Image credits: Tobias Fraenzel
14. A Wall That Plays Music When It Rains
Image credits: ingeniumetars
15. See-through Bathtub
Image credits: Stern McCafferty
16. Vertical Herb Garden in Your Kitchen
Image credits: unknown
17. Bookcase Staircase
Image credits: Levitate Architects
18. Back Yard Beach-Themed Fire Pit
Image credits: unknown
19. Spiral Wine Storage
Image credits: spiralcellars.co.uk
20. Treehouse Room For Kids
Image credits: mytropolisdesign.com
21. Pirate Ship Bedroom For Yourself
22. Walk-In Pool
Image credits: houzz.com
23. Door of Swatches
Image credits: studio.arminblasbichler.com
24. Hammock Over the Stairs
Image credits: ooda.eu
25. Ice Cave In Your Room
(These icicles formed inside a building in Chicago due to bad cold storage maintenance.)
I can’t even remember now,
Since I didnt have a title. I had
Everything the stars aligned
My spot saved or what the hell ever
You say when…. oh. So
I cant say it. I’m off my game, aged.
Trepidated sage wilts unknown drama queen.
Now I wont. Dont care. Dont know what I’m I’m saying. Anyways you know it all already. I had it I had the opportunity and I’m 35 now somehow yesterday I was 18. Everything was fine. I was going to be something. Not only that. The one thing everyone said that I couldnt. I was going. I was on my way. But then a heroin crashed into the diagnosis and treatment plans and I’m just 35 and troubled now. Attempting poetic gestures as an easy way out of it all. Alone. Shitty.
I have been scheduled to be on the YouTube show Musicians Hangout on april 29th, to tell stories and talk about my life playing music and being an artist and answer questions. It’s nice to have someone say ‘you’re awesome’ and want to ask questions. I’m very excited. Very stoked. Money is an absolute terrible thing. So are drugs. Even the drugs for getting off drugs. Music is life.